Saturday, February 17, 2007

A bit of a funk

Ever since my audiogram I've been in a bit of a funk. I admit that I am prone to paranoia and I admit that it flared up. Being told that what I consider to be a real problem is just in my head (even if it's something legit like APD) really sucks! It madkes me rethink who believes me and is supportive of me in everything I do. Paranoia sucks.

I'm mostly over that. I am preparing myself to stand up for myself to my GP in order to figure out why I get dizzy and have balance problems. I am preparing myself to come out to Casey in a way that is least hurtful to hir and least painful for me.

But... I have a huge setback: The hearing test was a flop from my perspective aside from the nice dip at 4KHz! I shall have to continue to 'work' on that, eh?

Anyways, these are not the best of days for me. My tolerance time for various auditory stimuli is growing shorter. This could be a long year...

1 comment:

Sean said...

I find myself in a bit of a funk as well. It's been a long *life*, let alone a long year. I hope things go better for you.